stupid?? or smart???

juz did something which i dunnoe whether is stupid or smart... smoked my last stick and threw my remaining cigarettes away... izzit a smart decision?? or a stupid one??? onli time will tell... having a splitting headache now, but cant fall aslp.. feel like my head's exploding...

stupid?? or smart??

6. Crucify My Love

Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be that way

Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say good-by
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever

Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away, and Iwill know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry

Crucify my love
If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be that way

'Til the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh Is it a crime to love

Swing the heartache
Feel it inside out
When the wind cries
I'll say good-by
Tried to learn Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer
Is this forever

If my love is blind
Crucify my love
If it sets me free
Never know Never trust
"That love should see a color"
Crucify my love
If it should be that way

被自己关心的人说很烦的感觉真不好受。。。

I'LL NO LONGER GIVE A SHIT

I'LL NO LONGER GIVE A DAMN

NOR WILL I EVER GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE

LEARNT MY LESSON

WILL NOW START TO CARE FOR PEOPLE WHO WANTS AND NEEDS MY CARE

HAVE A GOOD FUCKING DAY

hahaha... lazy me is back for a while again!!!!

sianz... nothing to do... so i tot i would update to pass some time... hahahha... nothing much... doing TIIC now... damn stressed... feel like killing myself sometimes... the toughest and most unlucky course for me so far... 3 tests, 2 got the lowest of the whole damn class... 1 time mc... den plus all the ex tt will kill...

SOMEBODY HELP ME DESTRESS PLS!!! TEARING MY HAIR OUT EVERYDAY!!!

yoyo!!! me back!!!

hahaha.. juz realised i still too lazy to blog... :P anyways... a little update... now doing my SIIC... damn tiring... the buildings damn confusing... some of the examples got trick qns... suddenly suddenly will pop up some lanjiao building which is totally out of pt de... den everytime will tink till my head like dropping off my neck like tt... juz went to meet andrew!!!! yeah... my "father" frm PVI. hahahaha.. told him some of my ideas... den wat he said really opened up my tinking... didnt realised there were so many possibilities... hahaha... thanks andrew!!!

and finally...

I AM QUITTING SMOKING!!!!! PROMISE!!!! SWEAR!!!!